Few days to go...

It's here. The few days which no one of us will like. To move, to move on, to start or restart new living at some other place. For me is more difficult, I will lost really nice company, ma petite amie, which I was enjoying all days here, I'll take lots of memories about the places, adventures and people. Sad, but this not the step to total darkness. It's my life. It's a step towards future. We will see, I believe in...

Actually this time stars to be really stressful, crazy and mad. You feel losing the fixed ground under your own legs. You are nervous to do everydays activities and you stuck. I was sure myself I'll take it with light overview. No I failed, I felt down, I felt really deap. I'm stressed about all next steps, I'm stressed about all the things I do but I believe in...

This extreme situation is against of all the plans we had, against all the hapiness we would like to have. Instead of enjoying last days it's killing all the nice moments and turns it to darkside. All the plans rest to be just a plans and the reality is really different. The dreams are not coming true, they are changing to nightmares. I admire the "delete" button, because I would like to use it sometimes. C'est la vie. We have to pass it, we have to overtake it and as MAGDALENA said: "no to zobaczieme". So we will see, I believe in...