LAST DAYS - ALL or NOTHING

I spent in France more less half a year. And I'll never forget. Hopefully also my french :D!!!

We tried a lot together and we tried not all. We tried to hitchhike, we went to bouchon - the typical french restaurant, we were on the boat on Saone and Rhona.

Bouchon

I had my favoirite onion soap with onion, cheese and bread. Mňam! The worst part forced me to said it was my last time in bouchon. Our polish Piotr and Mat ordered sausison and I wanted (I still want) the special fish nocks, but... During the time when Piotr and Mat were admiring the biggest condom they have ever seen. I was trying to take breath. In the end they noticed my meal also, they called it catted cat... and at least week old... Terrible smell, terrible look. Look into the picture on the left and you will see also. No more any "spécilités Lyonaisse"!! In the end my total experience was improved by liquid cheese wich I got with salt-box, which was of course sugar in the end.

TRIP TO PROVENCE

This was something what I always want to see. Provence. French beauty, which I can hardly compary to something what I have seen sofar. It is on the south of France, close to Cote d'Azur. It was really exhausting trip. In the end we had just one day, one day for 600km by car! 300km there and 300km back. We spent in car about 10hours together because we wanted avoid terrible expensive highways. France really take care about its highway and they prize them.

Our crue was driver Piotr, .

After 3hours we reached our destinations, the red sands city on the top of the hill. It was sunny day and we were amazed by that countryside. We had pick-nick under the trees and we claimed up to the city. “Le village de

Few days to go...

It's here. The few days which no one of us will like. To move, to move on, to start or restart new living at some other place. For me is more difficult, I will lost really nice company, ma petite amie, which I was enjoying all days here, I'll take lots of memories about the places, adventures and people. Sad, but this not the step to total darkness. It's my life. It's a step towards future. We will see, I believe in...

Actually this time stars to be really stressful, crazy and mad. You feel losing the fixed ground under your own legs. You are nervous to do everydays activities and you stuck. I was sure myself I'll take it with light overview. No I failed, I felt down, I felt really deap. I'm stressed about all next steps, I'm stressed about all the things I do but I believe in...

This extreme situation is against of all the plans we had, against all the hapiness we would like to have. Instead of enjoying last days it's killing all the nice moments and turns it to darkside. All the plans rest to be just a plans and the reality is really different. The dreams are not coming true, they are changing to nightmares. I admire the "delete" button, because I would like to use it sometimes. C'est la vie. We have to pass it, we have to overtake it and as MAGDALENA said: "no to zobaczieme". So we will see, I believe in...

In the end the gift was given

Of course the gifts you're supposed to give the same day... but... ehh...

It took so long to find some day with some nice wheather and not to oversleep a train.

In the end we finally managed that.

Where was is? Actually not so far and not so close, we had to travel over one hour by train to Aix les Bains. We had really luck for wheather. You can forget that 40°C which were in France in July, we were fighting with cold windy wheather and rain. But that day we succeded. We almost reached Chambery by walk which is by the way 16km futher... Just to take that horse and for sure we will be there.

At the end I want to show you that we find something common in Aix les Bains. We have there own sign... "ZONE PIETONNE" !! To prove it look at the picture bellow. It's like to be there on the sign... :)

Some day a man has to stop and face to face stays against himself. That's the hardest feedback he can get. Sometimes we have to decide, what is the most important in our life. We have to leave our childishness behind our shoulders and face towards our wants, dreams and future. Also someone who believes hard in and is sure about his way can make mistake on the way, which are hard to forget. But if he believes so strong in something is good to give him a chance to persuade world around that he knows his way and thanks to time he is not loosing it.

Thanks to one special person, who is here with me, I found myself, I found my blindness and I find my way to keep hard. I want to say that that person is now more and more valued for me and I want to prove I'm already keeping my way, no matter with whom, where or what happen. What happened happened and never happen again. Not only me but all suppose to think about their behavior to the others, about being clear in their feelings, wants and their performance. There is space just for one person in my heart and that's the most important person. As well as for me, you have the same space. Take care about it.

Whatever way it is for you, go for it!!!

Cross the fingers, I cross fingers for you. These quarterfoils are verification.

I realize something what I want to share with ...!

Yes, it's already exactly half a year we are together. It was realy special time of my life to me. So I want to thank to her for her patience :o) and I wish that this half a year it's just beginning…

Also this day I started finally my french course... I'm sitting next to polish guy... I'll never study properly :D